A small island, situated far beyond the horizon, all by itself. One day, it starts to wonder and shouted to the Sky, "Why am I in this world, all by myself, no one ever notice me, and I'm no use to anyone." It said,"Whats the point for me to exist, to stay under the bright hot sun, to be hit by waves all night long." The Sky answers, "My dear son, why are you complaining? Why do you say that you are no use?" The island replied in a grumpy mood, "Tell me then , what use do i have?" The Sky said, "Did you try to notice things around you? Things that happen because of your existence.Why not you try to look further my dear son.Perhaps you will find something new." The island don't really understand, so the Sky continued, "Have you ever notice those trees at the back of you, because of you, they have a home to stay and grow. Now that they are big and tall, they became home for the birds. With this home, they are able to build their family and have a shelter for themselves." The island says, "That doesn't concern me." The Sky answered, "My boy, you can't be so selfish, you might not notice the good you have done simply just because you are too focus on yourself. You get to see the awesome sunrise and sunset, where people work their way to see it and some might don't even have a chance to see it in their lives. Try to relax yourself, and look deep down in your heart, and you will get your answer in no time." The island kept silent, as it wonders at what the sky says. Perhaps the sky really do have a point.............
Sunday, December 14, 2008
Sunday, November 16, 2008
First step around the world!!! First stop - Perth, Australia
Ok ok people...here's a little sumary on my trip to Perth..=P...hehe...Its been a whole long, fun, intresting and tiring week for me though...
The first day as i reach there we went for dim sum...haha...wth...go to a western country for dim sum...
Tell u wat....the dim sum there sure doesn't lose to wat we have here...and it's lips smacking good...and tats about it for the first day....then on the nxt day we went to Frementle Market...
that market is totally different from our market here....and here's some pic of it...
Tell u wat...the dried fruits there is just damn tasty...and there's no other word for it...after we're done with da market we took a little walk around town and went for a lunch....
tell u wat...i just cant find any words to discribe it...see it urself and probably u will know wat i mean....=X...since tat place is near the coast, we also got a great view there...
its pretty dare good isn't it...haha...so i'll cut things short...then later it was my cousin's lovely wedding...=)....then days after tat i went for a day trip and it was pretty damn good...
ok..that was my first stop of the day...Caversham Wildlife Park...its really damn fun there...the animals there are so damn cute....see the first pic there??tats a wombat...its so cute tat i wanted to stuck it at my face at it...haha...its like a big fat pig sleeping there...now skip the boring part of the trip...later on we went to the Pennicles....its kinda like a desert with stones stucking out of the ground all around....
Atfer we're done with the Pennicles...we went for sand boarding...its pretty fun and exiciting....its more or less the best part of the day...=)
That was pretty much bout my trip...but actually thats still many other nice things...but i'm kinda lazy to write it out....=P...haha...and there goes my first step around the world....woo hoo!!!
The first day as i reach there we went for dim sum...haha...wth...go to a western country for dim sum...
Tell u wat....the dim sum there sure doesn't lose to wat we have here...and it's lips smacking good...and tats about it for the first day....then on the nxt day we went to Frementle Market...
that market is totally different from our market here....and here's some pic of it...
Tell u wat...the dried fruits there is just damn tasty...and there's no other word for it...after we're done with da market we took a little walk around town and went for a lunch....
tell u wat...i just cant find any words to discribe it...see it urself and probably u will know wat i mean....=X...since tat place is near the coast, we also got a great view there...
its pretty dare good isn't it...haha...so i'll cut things short...then later it was my cousin's lovely wedding...=)....then days after tat i went for a day trip and it was pretty damn good...
ok..that was my first stop of the day...Caversham Wildlife Park...its really damn fun there...the animals there are so damn cute....see the first pic there??tats a wombat...its so cute tat i wanted to stuck it at my face at it...haha...its like a big fat pig sleeping there...now skip the boring part of the trip...later on we went to the Pennicles....its kinda like a desert with stones stucking out of the ground all around....
Atfer we're done with the Pennicles...we went for sand boarding...its pretty fun and exiciting....its more or less the best part of the day...=)
That was pretty much bout my trip...but actually thats still many other nice things...but i'm kinda lazy to write it out....=P...haha...and there goes my first step around the world....woo hoo!!!
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
blah blah blah...watever..=P
My past few days was kinda like a routine...wake up, bath, eat, out lepaking wit my dudes at the same few spots, go home, sleep. There goes my weekend....but this time i got to see one of my best fren which i haven't been seeing him (Henry) for like.....erm.....i lost count...and ended up spending the whole evening with him...
At first we planned to make a day trip to penang for it's lip smacking food...but too bad....something came up and the plan is cancel. But this made me a chance to see my long lost fren...that makes it even...ahaha...=x
And there goes my weekend and the studies came back...There's class tomorrow morning at 9...
erm...more precisely should be later...haha...so chao...^^
At first we planned to make a day trip to penang for it's lip smacking food...but too bad....something came up and the plan is cancel. But this made me a chance to see my long lost fren...that makes it even...ahaha...=x
And there goes my weekend and the studies came back...There's class tomorrow morning at 9...
erm...more precisely should be later...haha...so chao...^^
Sunday, October 19, 2008
A home alone weekend^^
Yo...Again here's some updates bout me. Haha...its been a cool weekend for me minus da home alone part...T.T..since my whole family went up to cameron highlands...leaving me wit just my 2little cute dogs..
Anyway i had a great time wit most of my dudes since they all came bck from kl...and sumore its Vincent's bday..=)...I din really get him anything...but at least i got him da cake...happy bday again dude....now i'm bck in kampar...boring as usual and gonna be finding my best friend soon...since i din see him da past few days...AHA..my lovely bed....wanna sleep....so chao...bb^^
Anyway i had a great time wit most of my dudes since they all came bck from kl...and sumore its Vincent's bday..=)...I din really get him anything...but at least i got him da cake...happy bday again dude....now i'm bck in kampar...boring as usual and gonna be finding my best friend soon...since i din see him da past few days...AHA..my lovely bed....wanna sleep....so chao...bb^^
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
The Undecidable Heart
How long will it take,
for me to leave this happiness,
a happiness which i know will not last forever,
still I'm holding on knowing its consequences,
i said i tried,
but deep down truly only i know,
word and promise keep coming,
but yet and yet i fail,
how long will it take for me to settle down,
for the happiness i know,
a happiness which will last forever,
a happiness which will bring me joy,
a joy that can calm my heart,
a heart that keeps thinking,
thinking about the world i cant leave behind,
I've got what i need,
but yet i choose to stay on this never ending land,
though i know this is not reality,
and yet i keep on pursuing,
pursuing this false hope,
that everything will be fine,
can you give me a sign,
a sign that convince me,
to the bottom of my heart.......
for me to leave this happiness,
a happiness which i know will not last forever,
still I'm holding on knowing its consequences,
i said i tried,
but deep down truly only i know,
word and promise keep coming,
but yet and yet i fail,
how long will it take for me to settle down,
for the happiness i know,
a happiness which will last forever,
a happiness which will bring me joy,
a joy that can calm my heart,
a heart that keeps thinking,
thinking about the world i cant leave behind,
I've got what i need,
but yet i choose to stay on this never ending land,
though i know this is not reality,
and yet i keep on pursuing,
pursuing this false hope,
that everything will be fine,
can you give me a sign,
a sign that convince me,
to the bottom of my heart.......
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
All out on full throttle...
WooHooo!!!! exam is finally over and i think now i would have time to come back to my long discared blogging...haha...well gonna be bck in ioh tomolo...miss my bed much but the internet at home is just sucky so i wont know wheter i can really post anything anot...haha...i'm gonna do my best anyway....currently finding some activities to fill up my 2 weeks not too long not too short holiday with my pocket empty...haiz...anyway happy holiday 2 myself...woohooooo!!!!!!!
Sunday, August 31, 2008
Wat an independence day
boo hooo!!!Merdeka!!! its 31 august and guess wat...im stuck at my little unlively dull campus studying for exam when everyone around is partying....haiz....well its some time since my last post...anyway wont be active for a couple of week since finals is coming....my brain is all cramp with my studies....i hate finals during holidays....wat to do....all da best for my self and u guys out there....=)
Friday, August 22, 2008
what a F***ING day...
today is surely a roller coaster ride for me....this had been going up and down and my brain is trying to squeeze out of my head and explode....everything goes well in the morning and I'm really in a hyper mood...later on when i thought things is even getting better...guess what...the next moment i fell flat on the ground....and it a real hard one....the day is not over yet...n i still have many hours before the next sunrise...SOMEBODY SAVE ME!!!!
Thursday, August 14, 2008
Glimpse Of Light
I was lost in a forest,
a forest which never end.
With no sign of exit,
I'm gasping for air to breath,
As i wonder around,
i see nothing but trees.
Trees blocking my view,
roots entangling my feet.
Soon it gets darker,
till a point that i can't see.
I stumble all the way,
and all i get is bruise knees.
My senses are numb,
and i can hardly breath.
As I'm about to give up,
a glimpse of light came to me.
A light familiar,
to what I've seen in my dreams.
I follow the the light,
the light i can hardly see.
With faith and trust i walk,
as soon as i realize.
I'm back on my feet,
stand tall and strong.
At last i found the exit,
which only exist in my dreams.
And now from far i see,
the home that i used stay.
Now that i am free,
everything is under my feet.
I continue to walk with faith,
I'm back to whom i used to be.
Amos Ng
a forest which never end.
With no sign of exit,
I'm gasping for air to breath,
As i wonder around,
i see nothing but trees.
Trees blocking my view,
roots entangling my feet.
Soon it gets darker,
till a point that i can't see.
I stumble all the way,
and all i get is bruise knees.
My senses are numb,
and i can hardly breath.
As I'm about to give up,
a glimpse of light came to me.
A light familiar,
to what I've seen in my dreams.
I follow the the light,
the light i can hardly see.
With faith and trust i walk,
as soon as i realize.
I'm back on my feet,
stand tall and strong.
At last i found the exit,
which only exist in my dreams.
And now from far i see,
the home that i used stay.
Now that i am free,
everything is under my feet.
I continue to walk with faith,
I'm back to whom i used to be.
Amos Ng
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Bring Me Home
How long have it been,
from the day we first meet?
When your eyes and smile
melts my ice cold heart.
I miss your warm embrace,
which comforts me deep inside.
Guard me while i sleep,
so it is sweet and sound.
Along the way they came,
drag me away from you.
Am i running away?
or are you leaving me behind?
I seems so far away,
from the home i used stay.
Did you forsake me,
or that i choose to leave?
Bring me back to your home,
so i can feel your love again.
An everlasting one,
which fills my heart and soul.
Show me your angels,
guide me on my way.
So i may return,
to the home i used to stay.
from the day we first meet?
When your eyes and smile
melts my ice cold heart.
I miss your warm embrace,
which comforts me deep inside.
Guard me while i sleep,
so it is sweet and sound.
Along the way they came,
drag me away from you.
Am i running away?
or are you leaving me behind?
I seems so far away,
from the home i used stay.
Did you forsake me,
or that i choose to leave?
Bring me back to your home,
so i can feel your love again.
An everlasting one,
which fills my heart and soul.
Show me your angels,
guide me on my way.
So i may return,
to the home i used to stay.
Slow Fade
well...lately i'm kinda obsess with Casting Crowns
This is one of my favourite video done by them...
enjoy...
Slow Fade
Be careful little eyes what you see
It's the second glance that ties your hands as darkness pulls the strings
Be careful little feet where you go
For it's the little feet behind you that are sure to follow
It's a slow fade when you give yourself away
It's a slow fade when black and white have turned to gray
Thoughts invade, choices are made, a price will be paid
When you give yourself away
People never crumble in a day
It's a slow fade, it's a slow fade
Be careful little ears what you hear
When flattery leads to compromise, the end is always near
Be careful little lips what you say
For empty words and promises lead broken hearts astray
It's a slow fade when you give yourself away
It's a slow fade when black and white have turned to gray
Thoughts invade, choices are made, a price will be paid
When you give yourself away
People never crumble in a day
The journey from your mind to your hands
Is shorter than you're thinking
Be careful if you think you stand
You just might be sinking
It's a slow fade when you give yourself away
It's a slow fade when black and white have turned to gray
Thoughts invade, choices are made, a price will be paid
When you give yourself away
People never crumble in a day
Daddies never crumble in a day
Families never crumble in a day
Oh be careful little eyes what see
Oh be careful little eyes what you see
For the Father up above is looking down in love
Oh be careful little eyes what you see
This is one of my favourite video done by them...
enjoy...
Slow Fade
Be careful little eyes what you see
It's the second glance that ties your hands as darkness pulls the strings
Be careful little feet where you go
For it's the little feet behind you that are sure to follow
It's a slow fade when you give yourself away
It's a slow fade when black and white have turned to gray
Thoughts invade, choices are made, a price will be paid
When you give yourself away
People never crumble in a day
It's a slow fade, it's a slow fade
Be careful little ears what you hear
When flattery leads to compromise, the end is always near
Be careful little lips what you say
For empty words and promises lead broken hearts astray
It's a slow fade when you give yourself away
It's a slow fade when black and white have turned to gray
Thoughts invade, choices are made, a price will be paid
When you give yourself away
People never crumble in a day
The journey from your mind to your hands
Is shorter than you're thinking
Be careful if you think you stand
You just might be sinking
It's a slow fade when you give yourself away
It's a slow fade when black and white have turned to gray
Thoughts invade, choices are made, a price will be paid
When you give yourself away
People never crumble in a day
Daddies never crumble in a day
Families never crumble in a day
Oh be careful little eyes what see
Oh be careful little eyes what you see
For the Father up above is looking down in love
Oh be careful little eyes what you see
Monday, August 11, 2008
Damn...
Dammit...things have all been pushing me to the edge and I'm still not doing a damn thing about it. i don't know....i just don't know how to deal with things lately. I'm might act as strong as i am in front of others but it seems like no one really knows what I'm thinking about. And i mean deep down inside my heart...perhaps my secretive way of act doesn't really help now...somebody save me!!
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
Sorrow
Sorrow, sorrow, sorrow,
it's a cycle which never ends,
it follows you till your very last breath,
no matter how and where you hide,
you could never escape it's sight,
and it's just the matter of time,
before it devour you alive.
Where can you find refuge?
where can you find shelter?
will it really last or will it really matters?
you can run from the east to the west,
but you can never escape it's grip,
just like the air you breath,
it takes your conscious bit by bit.
By the day you realise,
you are already way too far behind,
you can never outrun it,
neither can you defeat it,
will it be possible to overcome,
the sorrow which takes you way back in time,
show me a way, show me a sign,
so i can live my life till the endless night.
Amos Ng
it's a cycle which never ends,
it follows you till your very last breath,
no matter how and where you hide,
you could never escape it's sight,
and it's just the matter of time,
before it devour you alive.
Where can you find refuge?
where can you find shelter?
will it really last or will it really matters?
you can run from the east to the west,
but you can never escape it's grip,
just like the air you breath,
it takes your conscious bit by bit.
By the day you realise,
you are already way too far behind,
you can never outrun it,
neither can you defeat it,
will it be possible to overcome,
the sorrow which takes you way back in time,
show me a way, show me a sign,
so i can live my life till the endless night.
Amos Ng
think twice....
life been like hell lately...everything seems to pass by me without me noticing..
everything seems so unfavourable to me...what more can i say and how long can i last by standing all alone. sometimes i just don't understand myself.what am i aiming for in my life, whats the purpose of me existing right now? i think no one could really give me an absolute answer.how can i really get my self striving for the real purpose of preferably what i should really do right now...why can't i really find the determination that i need...who can i seek and who could really understands me....at times i do need someone to accompany me and give me guidance.just as I'm wondering ...will this 'person' ever exist...i just don't know..
everything seems so unfavourable to me...what more can i say and how long can i last by standing all alone. sometimes i just don't understand myself.what am i aiming for in my life, whats the purpose of me existing right now? i think no one could really give me an absolute answer.how can i really get my self striving for the real purpose of preferably what i should really do right now...why can't i really find the determination that i need...who can i seek and who could really understands me....at times i do need someone to accompany me and give me guidance.just as I'm wondering ...will this 'person' ever exist...i just don't know..
Thursday, July 24, 2008
amos's new blog
well, this is a new blog that i'm setting up..=P...and its the first time i 'publicy' anounced my name....haha
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