Wat an independence day

boo hooo!!!Merdeka!!! its 31 august and guess wat...im stuck at my little unlively dull campus studying for exam when everyone around is partying....haiz....well its some time since my last post...anyway wont be active for a couple of week since finals is coming....my brain is all cramp with my studies....i hate finals during holidays....wat to do....all da best for my self and u guys out there....=)

what a F***ING day...

today is surely a roller coaster ride for me....this had been going up and down and my brain is trying to squeeze out of my head and explode....everything goes well in the morning and I'm really in a hyper mood...later on when i thought things is even getting better...guess what...the next moment i fell flat on the ground....and it a real hard one....the day is not over yet...n i still have many hours before the next sunrise...SOMEBODY SAVE ME!!!!

Glimpse Of Light

I was lost in a forest,
a forest which never end.
With no sign of exit,
I'm gasping for air to breath,

As i wonder around,
i see nothing but trees.
Trees blocking my view,
roots entangling my feet.

Soon it gets darker,
till a point that i can't see.
I stumble all the way,
and all i get is bruise knees.

My senses are numb,
and i can hardly breath.
As I'm about to give up,
a glimpse of light came to me.

A light familiar,
to what I've seen in my dreams.
I follow the the light,
the light i can hardly see.

With faith and trust i walk,
as soon as i realize.
I'm back on my feet,
stand tall and strong.

At last i found the exit,
which only exist in my dreams.
And now from far i see,
the home that i used stay.

Now that i am free,
everything is under my feet.
I continue to walk with faith,
I'm back to whom i used to be.

Amos Ng

Bring Me Home

How long have it been,
from the day we first meet?
When your eyes and smile
melts my ice cold heart.

I miss your warm embrace,
which comforts me deep inside.
Guard me while i sleep,
so it is sweet and sound.

Along the way they came,
drag me away from you.
Am i running away?
or are you leaving me behind?

I seems so far away,
from the home i used stay.
Did you forsake me,
or that i choose to leave?

Bring me back to your home,
so i can feel your love again.
An everlasting one,
which fills my heart and soul.

Show me your angels,
guide me on my way.
So i may return,
to the home i used to stay.

Slow Fade

well...lately i'm kinda obsess with Casting Crowns
This is one of my favourite video done by them...
enjoy...



Slow Fade

Be careful little eyes what you see
It's the second glance that ties your hands as darkness pulls the strings
Be careful little feet where you go
For it's the little feet behind you that are sure to follow

It's a slow fade when you give yourself away
It's a slow fade when black and white have turned to gray
Thoughts invade, choices are made, a price will be paid
When you give yourself away
People never crumble in a day
It's a slow fade, it's a slow fade

Be careful little ears what you hear
When flattery leads to compromise, the end is always near
Be careful little lips what you say
For empty words and promises lead broken hearts astray

It's a slow fade when you give yourself away
It's a slow fade when black and white have turned to gray
Thoughts invade, choices are made, a price will be paid
When you give yourself away
People never crumble in a day

The journey from your mind to your hands
Is shorter than you're thinking
Be careful if you think you stand
You just might be sinking

It's a slow fade when you give yourself away
It's a slow fade when black and white have turned to gray
Thoughts invade, choices are made, a price will be paid
When you give yourself away
People never crumble in a day
Daddies never crumble in a day
Families never crumble in a day

Oh be careful little eyes what see
Oh be careful little eyes what you see
For the Father up above is looking down in love
Oh be careful little eyes what you see

Damn...

Dammit...things have all been pushing me to the edge and I'm still not doing a damn thing about it. i don't know....i just don't know how to deal with things lately. I'm might act as strong as i am in front of others but it seems like no one really knows what I'm thinking about. And i mean deep down inside my heart...perhaps my secretive way of act doesn't really help now...somebody save me!!

Sorrow

Sorrow, sorrow, sorrow,
it's a cycle which never ends,
it follows you till your very last breath,
no matter how and where you hide,
you could never escape it's sight,
and it's just the matter of time,
before it devour you alive.

Where can you find refuge?
where can you find shelter?
will it really last or will it really matters?
you can run from the east to the west,
but you can never escape it's grip,
just like the air you breath,
it takes your conscious bit by bit.

By the day you realise,
you are already way too far behind,
you can never outrun it,
neither can you defeat it,
will it be possible to overcome,
the sorrow which takes you way back in time,
show me a way, show me a sign,
so i can live my life till the endless night.

Amos Ng

think twice....

life been like hell lately...everything seems to pass by me without me noticing..
everything seems so unfavourable to me...what more can i say and how long can i last by standing all alone. sometimes i just don't understand myself.what am i aiming for in my life, whats the purpose of me existing right now? i think no one could really give me an absolute answer.how can i really get my self striving for the real purpose of preferably what i should really do right now...why can't i really find the determination that i need...who can i seek and who could really understands me....at times i do need someone to accompany me and give me guidance.just as I'm wondering ...will this 'person' ever exist...i just don't know..